I had company today with one of my close girlfriend. I haven't seen her in 3 months or so due to her busy schedule. I really care for her to where I never want to see her hurt. Sometimes you questions the things that you have encountered and ponder should you tell your best friend who should or shouldn't know. Ever wonder that sometimes its best not to know too much? I've learned along the way that there are just some information that shouldn't be said to with hold some emotions that aren't ment to have from refraining to move forward with life.
Lets just say my close friend has heard and digged information she wishes she learned from the beggining and to not even know at all. Will today make your tomorrow or future change for the better? Will you soak yourself in sorrow until you reached to the point your finally willing to see from what everyone else has seen? I hope you find the answer your searching or wanting. I hope the information I have told you doesn't effect our friendship. Also if you are reading this, I love you.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
"its life, live it"
I got to thinking, how a woman's life is surrounded by thoughts of marriage and finding the one. Maybe all women don't think like this but the path finds us gearing towards that direction. For my friends that haven't been married quite yet have been pounding or hoping their boyfriend would "put a ring on it." Then there are the ones that question "is he the one." Fighting to keep the companionship together, worry because we are going to be alone, or better yet settle to just settle. As a kid I never thought about marriage. Not once. Up until, one by one my friends I hear are engaged. Attending their wedding and seeing that their boyfriend who became fiance is now a Husband. Of course then did I think about marriage. I hear the good and bad of being in a relationship. Sometimes I wonder...what is marriage? I know a few people who end up in divorces, but it doesn't prevent me from being in one. I started to think what I define marriage as.
1. My sarcastic jokingly definition:
Marriage: Paper document where both party sign and have the law acknowledge their love through penmenship. Oh and another way to say we want to spend XXX amount to tell the whole world WE FOUND LOVE! Having our proud parents show off to their friends that their kid is happy!
2. My true thought of marriage: Putting a ring on a finger stating: BACK THE FUCK OFF
ok ok...TRUTH BE TOLD:
Ahem* It is companionship, finding the person you want to spend your whole life with. May it be him/her in the shower while you be on the toilet taking a dump. The person who would want to make you wake up with a smile on your face. A person you want to say I risked my body to have this child with him.
I don't believe that a paper document is necessary, but double income is great and whatever else benefits from being two instead of one.
I believe in companionship. I don't believe there is the one. I believe there is that person you want to spend your life with. Does that make any sense?
Anyhow that enough about marriage. I'm over the whole MY FRIENDS ARE GONE stage. I now accept the change and is of course happy. May the memories of my single girlfriends be a memory and enter a new memories of marriage and babies.
1. My sarcastic jokingly definition:
Marriage: Paper document where both party sign and have the law acknowledge their love through penmenship. Oh and another way to say we want to spend XXX amount to tell the whole world WE FOUND LOVE! Having our proud parents show off to their friends that their kid is happy!
2. My true thought of marriage: Putting a ring on a finger stating: BACK THE FUCK OFF
ok ok...TRUTH BE TOLD:
Ahem* It is companionship, finding the person you want to spend your whole life with. May it be him/her in the shower while you be on the toilet taking a dump. The person who would want to make you wake up with a smile on your face. A person you want to say I risked my body to have this child with him.
I don't believe that a paper document is necessary, but double income is great and whatever else benefits from being two instead of one.
I believe in companionship. I don't believe there is the one. I believe there is that person you want to spend your life with. Does that make any sense?
Anyhow that enough about marriage. I'm over the whole MY FRIENDS ARE GONE stage. I now accept the change and is of course happy. May the memories of my single girlfriends be a memory and enter a new memories of marriage and babies.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I still...
Don't understand the thought of a broken heart. I have a dear family of mine who currently is still with her boyfriend whom may I say cheated on her 3 times. Of the 3 times it was with her best friend. She told me that she didn't want to be back with him and that it is best that I remind her of how gush awful person he is. I called her everyday to see if she's ok. If she needed to vent. If she ever needed anything from me because I wanted to be there for her as family. Calls turned into missed called to ignoring me to never returning them back. This was a family member who I call everyday to never hearing from her again. I am very disturbed at this matter, but I refuse to call her again or hear what she has to say.
My question is to her How can you let this person who broke your heart and ruin your life get in between us? That's a shame.
I write this memory down to move forward with my life and the thought of my relationship with her. Some of you may have different thoughts of this, but as you get older you don't linger on to situations like this. I would rather put it behind me and make room for good memories.
My question is to her How can you let this person who broke your heart and ruin your life get in between us? That's a shame.
I write this memory down to move forward with my life and the thought of my relationship with her. Some of you may have different thoughts of this, but as you get older you don't linger on to situations like this. I would rather put it behind me and make room for good memories.
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