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Sometimes it's just easier to say goodbye. If its worth to keep, hold on to it with your hands so tight that no one could pull you away from it. But there is so much grip you can have to hang on. I chose to set my hands free and gave it some room to breath. Because in the end you forget to realize that if it was worth to keep there wouldn't be a need to hang on so tightly because what you have would never leave you.

Goal #1

Daily Activities is boring me. Work, gym, t.v, and sleep. What a boring daily grind I have. I need to mix it up with something new. Get myself interested in life. I sit at work day dreaming what I would be doing if I didn't have a job.

Until I find something interesting to tell you I will be...
Hibernating until I feel the need to be back into the life of living.

That sounded so depressing. Ok let me rephrase this. HIBERNATING until something interesting happens to me. Maybe I should start goals. Goals are good.

Goal number 1. Wake up at 5 am in the morning to do yoga or hit the gym. This is a struggle for me. A very very long time struggle. Lets see how long this will last. I would like to do this until the end of the year. WISH ME LUCK!

Now I know...

Where my food comes from. Watched Food Inc today and feel mortified about eating cows. The way they take care of the cows! ESPECIALLY CHICKEN! Zap those chicks like nothing. Even some of the chickens don't see day light :( Going organic all the way. I think everyone should watched this movie. Seriously you won't even want to shop at Walmart ever again for your food. Everything is processed. People complain why America is fat, well let me tell you why! Our food is engineered. URgh. Watch the movie. This discussion can go on forever. Oh by the way..

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A 2 year old died from eating 3 hamburgers. The meat at JACK IN THE BOX had ECOLI

Stamps

Do people ever mail things anymore? Not your typical I ordered this online or i'm sending a bill. Less people take the initiative to put effort into writing a letter. Literally everything is virtual, but that is awesome. Whats even more awesome is receiving a letter. Recently I have been writing to a friend who is currently in jail. I'm so shocked at what a letter can do to a person. People in jail appreciate letters more so then those who aren't. I should start sending letters for fun.

Random thought for the night. G.night world.

K.O

I've been anticipating this past weekend because my eyes healed from surgery. Which means I can wear makeup and go out! Short story, but very true in each word I chose to describe my weekend.
Friday: BLACK OUT! Drank with coworkers at 6 pm, meet a buddy @ blue fish, and celebrated friends bday at Deux. I kept taking shot after shots and didn't realize how much I have been drinking. Let me tell you the last part I do remember from what I can remember was me being at the bar taking a shot. I woke up the next morning not knowing where I was at! I felt completely lost and woke up listening to Time Travelers Wife.
I threw up saturday morning and to me it felt like forever. Just chunks and chunks of throwing up coming down the side of my friends car. This was right before we enter the flea market. I recovered by 7 pm. I realized today that my body is sore from throwing up religiously from Saturday morning. Ok I exaggerate, but its sore from throwing up.

Note to self: Don't drink more than you can handle, better yet just quit now.

Sleepless nights

Ever since I had Lasik done to my eyes I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night. How to kill time:
1. Check Email
2. Write to people you care about
3. Listen to music
4. FACEBOOK
5. Just lay in bed close your eyes and count sheeps

Last attempt is being done right now. Goodnight world, until I open my eyes again I hope to give you a great story to read besides my sleepless nights.

You had me..

at "I FOUND YOUR SHOES"