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Lately I feel death has come upon me. Maybe it is reading about all these horror stories. But I feel the need to spend some time with my family before my time is up. It could be tomorrow or who knows. I find it sad that some of the family members don't make an effort to try to hang out with their childhood families. It breaks my heart and i'm so tired of caring. Has our lives change this much for family like us to back stab each other and leave us hanging dry. You post shit up saying you know who your true friends are when they stick to the end? Ever think how we stood til the end watching you screw over family and yet act like you did nothing wrong? where has your family value gone?
so fucking unethical. You stand there and act like we are some fucked up people in your life, yet we saved you from your mistakes.

Think twice what you have done, because you hurt me. Do i need to yell out on the top of the lungs to tell you? i think not. I can just watch you from afar and til this day you would have never known. What difference would it have made. Isn't twice the mistake enough of thousands of dollars?

You stand there and act like family fucking matters.

Yea, I count the small stuff.

YEA, i'm fucking dramatic.


deal with it. I'm over our situation and so called family blood line.