I still...

Don't understand the thought of a broken heart. I have a dear family of mine who currently is still with her boyfriend whom may I say cheated on her 3 times. Of the 3 times it was with her best friend. She told me that she didn't want to be back with him and that it is best that I remind her of how gush awful person he is. I called her everyday to see if she's ok. If she needed to vent. If she ever needed anything from me because I wanted to be there for her as family. Calls turned into missed called to ignoring me to never returning them back. This was a family member who I call everyday to never hearing from her again. I am very disturbed at this matter, but I refuse to call her again or hear what she has to say.
My question is to her How can you let this person who broke your heart and ruin your life get in between us? That's a shame.

I write this memory down to move forward with my life and the thought of my relationship with her. Some of you may have different thoughts of this, but as you get older you don't linger on to situations like this. I would rather put it behind me and make room for good memories.

Hello

world. Are you out there?

4.5.6.7

Those numbers are the waking hours I have at night. Although I would go into more details about this situation, but I just wanted to inform my small readers i'm thinking about living life again. Meaning I have lived the length of my life and now doing the width.


To be continue...

..rewind lets live

..again when I was only 18. Sneaking into 21+ clubs and going to rave's when it was cool in those time. Live in danger, get through as if I succeed successfully in life.
HAHA...when living wild and free was so liberating. Not a care in the world, except to spend your parents money on useless enjoyment that made you feel GREATNESS.

Now that i'm an adult, I can't keep doing HH. It gives me a headache like a sign of aging. I wake up with a massive headache (not due to over drinking) screeching at me OLD AGE OLD AGE!!!

I wish I had good Friday off, but since my great job loves my commitment I will have to endure myself to what we all say when we are a proud adult..work.

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Sometimes it's just easier to say goodbye. If its worth to keep, hold on to it with your hands so tight that no one could pull you away from it. But there is so much grip you can have to hang on. I chose to set my hands free and gave it some room to breath. Because in the end you forget to realize that if it was worth to keep there wouldn't be a need to hang on so tightly because what you have would never leave you.

Goal #1

Daily Activities is boring me. Work, gym, t.v, and sleep. What a boring daily grind I have. I need to mix it up with something new. Get myself interested in life. I sit at work day dreaming what I would be doing if I didn't have a job.

Until I find something interesting to tell you I will be...
Hibernating until I feel the need to be back into the life of living.

That sounded so depressing. Ok let me rephrase this. HIBERNATING until something interesting happens to me. Maybe I should start goals. Goals are good.

Goal number 1. Wake up at 5 am in the morning to do yoga or hit the gym. This is a struggle for me. A very very long time struggle. Lets see how long this will last. I would like to do this until the end of the year. WISH ME LUCK!

Now I know...

Where my food comes from. Watched Food Inc today and feel mortified about eating cows. The way they take care of the cows! ESPECIALLY CHICKEN! Zap those chicks like nothing. Even some of the chickens don't see day light :( Going organic all the way. I think everyone should watched this movie. Seriously you won't even want to shop at Walmart ever again for your food. Everything is processed. People complain why America is fat, well let me tell you why! Our food is engineered. URgh. Watch the movie. This discussion can go on forever. Oh by the way..

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A 2 year old died from eating 3 hamburgers. The meat at JACK IN THE BOX had ECOLI